Stressed? A little bit. It’s hard not knowing when. Trying to trust God? A lot. His timing is perfect.
Revisiting thoughts about inducing... Mostly, I’ve been opposed to it. If I must for medical reasons, that’s ok, but planning it on my own hasn’t appealed to me. I think this is partly because people around me seem to be opposed to inducing, and I’ve been influenced by their opinions. And it’s quite alright if you’re against it, I’m just questioning if it’s right for me.
The reason?
I recently discovered that Nathan’s work schedule makes inducing more than a little enticing. A scheduled birth would at least ensure he would be there. With his current job duties, there’s no guarantee he’d make it home or to the hospital in time if he’s at work when labor begins. It stresses us both out a little. Ok, a lot.
Which brings me back to trusting God. I need to remember I can trust Him. “Trust in the Lord with all your heart” (Proverbs 3:5). “Trust in the Lord forever” (Isaiah 26:4). The baby will come in His time, whether I am induced or not.
